i don’t want to want anything. I want it to be. If, although i do believe there is God, and if all is true, then what He has planned for me will be. I don’t have to want, as long as i believe, have faith in something. Desire is a killer, you know. Wanting, it’s what disappoints you… This is it, your life. Live it as it comes along. Live it because everything was planned way before you were born. Even if you die living, it’s okay because that’s how it was supposed to be, and everything will be. Don’t want.